Saturday, May 22, 2010
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Facebook, Blogger, and Twitter, oh my!
Finally integrated my Facebook, Blogger, and Twitter. Make sure to follow me if you are on there, and if you aren't...try it out!
Saturday, March 20, 2010
'LET ME TAKE YOU DOWN CAUSE I'M GOING TO, STRAWBERRY FIELDS. NOTHING IS REAL. IT'S NOTHING TO GET HUNG ABOUT. STRAWBERRY FIELDS FOREVER.' Lying awake in bed with Across The Universe songs and details of the OR trip floating around in my head. I drank extra strength sleepy time tea and I'm just starting to feel tired. I just read over the last 5 years of my life in my journal. It didn't bring up bad or old feelings so that's good. Hopefully I won't have weird dreams either..
Monday, March 1, 2010
My Artistic Wave Of Brilliance
Some say when life gives you lemons, make lemonade. My twist on that classic phrase? When life gives you drama, make art.
It feel like I have so many life changes going on right now. The experience of starting a new friendship, but watching it whither away. Feeling as though I suddenly stepped out one day and I was noticed for being me and reminded that I was appreciated. For someone who doesn't receive appreciation gestures a lot, it's a fantastic feeling.
This time in my life where I'm at the tail end of my 24th bridge in life, I'm mere steps away from 25. It's almost as though I threw away my old mentality, and traded it for something more responsible, practical, and cautious. With all these transformations and events happening, it's made me want to dive into the art world. Drown myself in paint, bury my face in music, and remind myself not to think, only create.
I'm looking forward to the party and seeing friends, being able to entertain in my home, and just feeling good. I've got a pretty great menu planned. It will be barbaric and what I would imagine I would have for my crew. Very excited :D
It feel like I have so many life changes going on right now. The experience of starting a new friendship, but watching it whither away. Feeling as though I suddenly stepped out one day and I was noticed for being me and reminded that I was appreciated. For someone who doesn't receive appreciation gestures a lot, it's a fantastic feeling.
This time in my life where I'm at the tail end of my 24th bridge in life, I'm mere steps away from 25. It's almost as though I threw away my old mentality, and traded it for something more responsible, practical, and cautious. With all these transformations and events happening, it's made me want to dive into the art world. Drown myself in paint, bury my face in music, and remind myself not to think, only create.
I'm looking forward to the party and seeing friends, being able to entertain in my home, and just feeling good. I've got a pretty great menu planned. It will be barbaric and what I would imagine I would have for my crew. Very excited :D
Thursday, December 31, 2009
It's New Years Eve..
This shitty ass year is almost at an end. I finally thought of my resolutions for 2010 as I washed yesterdays dishes and waited for dinner to finish baking.
Resolution #1: Pay off all my debt
Resolution #2: Follow through with my desire to leave CA
Resolution #3: Be financially stable
I'm not one to hope I'll lose weight, or find "The One". Honestly in my opinion, I'm beginning to think "The One" doesn't even really exist. So no worries there.. I came close to thinking I was reunited for a reason to the one I sincerely felt was "The One", but that disappeared just as fast as it showed up. Story of my life.
So what am I doing for the remainder of 2009? Spending time with Mad until she passes out and then drinking my vodka and smoking at least 1 pack of cigarettes.
I know 2010 has many more potentials than 2009 did. The theme for 2009 was taking out the trash. The theme for 2010? Making it all finally happen.
Resolution #1: Pay off all my debt
Resolution #2: Follow through with my desire to leave CA
Resolution #3: Be financially stable
I'm not one to hope I'll lose weight, or find "The One". Honestly in my opinion, I'm beginning to think "The One" doesn't even really exist. So no worries there.. I came close to thinking I was reunited for a reason to the one I sincerely felt was "The One", but that disappeared just as fast as it showed up. Story of my life.
So what am I doing for the remainder of 2009? Spending time with Mad until she passes out and then drinking my vodka and smoking at least 1 pack of cigarettes.
I know 2010 has many more potentials than 2009 did. The theme for 2009 was taking out the trash. The theme for 2010? Making it all finally happen.
Friday, December 4, 2009
I'd Like
What would you do if I kissed you?
What would you do if I held your hand and laid you down?
Would you find me overly unkind to you?
Would you call me insensitive, and say that I deserve to die?
What do I do with all these feelings tearing me up inside?
What do I do with all these wasted hours dreaming of you at night?
I' d like to call you sometime…
What would you do if you knew the truth?
What would you do if I told you the story of my life?
Would you find me overly familiar towards you?
Would you call me crude, fling me aside to the birds?
What do I do with all these feelings holding me back inside?
What do I do with all these wasted hours dreaming of you at night?
I'd like to call you sometime
I'd like you to need me one time
I’d like to call you sometime
What would you do if I kissed you?
What would you do if I held your hand and laid you down?
Would you recognize it’s a need I've been fighting for so long?
Would you recognize it’s a hunger only you can fill?
What do I do with all these feelings warming me up inside?
What do I do with all these glorious hours dreaming of you at night?
I'd like to call you sometime
I'd like you to need me one time
I'd like to have you all the time
I'd like to call you...
What would you do if I held your hand and laid you down?
Would you find me overly unkind to you?
Would you call me insensitive, and say that I deserve to die?
What do I do with all these feelings tearing me up inside?
What do I do with all these wasted hours dreaming of you at night?
I' d like to call you sometime…
What would you do if you knew the truth?
What would you do if I told you the story of my life?
Would you find me overly familiar towards you?
Would you call me crude, fling me aside to the birds?
What do I do with all these feelings holding me back inside?
What do I do with all these wasted hours dreaming of you at night?
I'd like to call you sometime
I'd like you to need me one time
I’d like to call you sometime
What would you do if I kissed you?
What would you do if I held your hand and laid you down?
Would you recognize it’s a need I've been fighting for so long?
Would you recognize it’s a hunger only you can fill?
What do I do with all these feelings warming me up inside?
What do I do with all these glorious hours dreaming of you at night?
I'd like to call you sometime
I'd like you to need me one time
I'd like to have you all the time
I'd like to call you...
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